Its TGIF but it doesn't feel like a Friday today.
I'm now at TTS hospital waiting for my mum's diagnosis.
Hopefully everything turns out well (Pray hard).
While waiting, alot of flashbacks came across my mind.
We tend to take our mum for granted.
They cook, do housework, take care of us and so on.
They sacrifice alot without a single complain.
Only when we realised things will be different without her, then we will learn to appreciate the things she does.
She always appear tough on the outside being the head of the household
However, I know she needs alot of care and concern even though she didn't voice out
Its been hard on her all along
"Mummy, u will be fine!"
I'm seriously tired
Having to go out everyday after work is no joke
Of course it was a mixture of leisure and serious stuff
My TP is juz 1 week away so had to take intensive lessons everyday till the actual date
I don't have confidence at all
Probably the chances of passing = 50%??
Even my instructor said that I'm not steady yet
As the date is approaching, the stress level increases too
To comfort myself, I'll just tell myself, "what's the big deal of failing, the sky won't fall on me. The worse case I just have to spend more and try again".
Talking of spending, my expenses for this month are scary!
Hopefully I'm able to pay off all my bills with the coming pay day.