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Wednesday, June 12, 2013

After a long struggle with myself, I've decided to make the move
This has been going on for very very long already
A 1 to 1 talk, counselling, and even threatening do not work
This is when it's about time to be a "bad" daughter
Although it won't really help to solve the problem entirely
At least it will be brought to a minimum
They didn't know about this yet
Will try to talk to them about this
I know this decision will result in their anger, or even hatred
Deep inside in my heart, I'm helping them
I won't regret making this decision
This may not be easy for them to accept at first
But I hope they will try, at least once
To slowly remove from their lifestyle
I've already did my part
Now it's up to them

 Received an unexpected handwritten letter from my brother in Tekong
He is currently in a field camp training for 1 week
I almost cried when I read the letter
It doesn't seemed like him... Our family members don't really express ourselves 
Frankly speaking, I was jealous of him a lot of times, since the day he was born
As you know, when you thought you were the youngest in the family, being showered with love and suddenly you realized there is going to be an addition of a new member.
And all the attention is shifted to him, especially being the only son
Other than attention, being the youngest gets everything
School fees being paid for and extra allowances every now and then
Me? When I asked if they can pay for my school fees, they will say "no money"
Not to say allowances. Have to ask a lot times before I got it
Alright... Enough of the grumbling
Although he can be bad-tempered at times,
he's really a nice brother; not just a friend, but a soul mate
My one and only brother

Another colleague has left
In my 7 months in this job,
I've already seen 3 colleagues left
Don't mistaken, it's due to different reasons
Just that it doesn't feel good seeing colleagues leaving 1 by 1
When I thought of it, I actually only have 5 more months left
Maybe I should complete the remaining months of my contract
My resume would look nicer too

Blogged @ 9:26 PM
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