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Sunday, July 29, 2012

I can't believe I've spent my whole of last month's salary. (2 weeks to be exact)I should start managing my finance
No more impulse buying, online shopping etc
Need to consider about my future, or even for unpredictable situations
You will never know when the time comes
But certain things it just comes naturally
Once we start working, we will tend to buy higher end products
Will not consider the price as much as compared as being a student
Hope that what I've spent is worth the money, to see it as a long term investment
And one good news is I'm getting my pay in 3 days time!
My 1st pay for the full month. =)

1 thing that makes me sad is since I started work,
I have a kind of pressure like I am the one supporting the family
But in fact, I am the lowest income earner of all
I'm not complaining about contributing, and I know I should, since I've started work
I'm paying for utilities, tv, phone bills and allowance to my parents
I don't mind misc contributions to other stuff too
But I can't possibly contribute everything
Even if I do, yes I can do, just that I won't have any leftover income anymore
Which means no savings
My life will become meangingless, working for the sake of others, not myself
I finally understand why I'm money-minded
I'm forced or maybe pressured to become one
I envy other parents who are really concerned about their children's well-being,
like school etc
But my parents are the practical type
Only wants me to study to earn money for them
They won't understand how difficult we are in exams and even work
Its very obvious for my latest exam, in the midst of it, instead of asking "how are you coping?" etc, they asked "when are you finding a job?"
Actually I don't see contributing as a burden
But what causes the burden is because they are throwing their own hard-earned money to the sea which throws the responsibility to me
I don't see the point why I should do that
The root of the problem has to be solved after all
We are not born to help people clearing their mess they have caused, and not tackling the real problem
The person to suffer is myself

Speaking of money...
Was so relieved last night becaused I thought I've lost my dad's money for fixed deposit
Lucky it's not
I'm going to be killed if it really happens
So the conclusion is that don't keep so much cash in your house, put in your bank
Because you will be very very insecured

Blogged @ 2:22 AM
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Friday, July 20, 2012

Super upset today
Was trying very hard not to drop a tear
I don't know why
Couldn't control my emotions in front of her
Which is not the normal me
Those who know me well will know
This is really too much
Everything also my fault
It's the first time this is happening in my working life
The stress level in this company has been going up since day 1
I thought I could just endure
But it's not easy as it seems
The other company also haven't get back to me
They actually took 1 month to process paperwork and it's still not done yet
Super slow
By the time they call, I might be half dead already

Yesterday when I was taking mrt
There was this uncle who came to me and asked if I could be his girlfriend
Lol...
And asked for my number
Why of all guys must be an uncle...
Haiz


Blogged @ 8:52 PM
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Sunday, July 01, 2012

Started work for more than a week
But I'm still very uncertain about this job
Got another offer from a Govt sector
I'm very tempted to accept the offer
But at the same time, unsure about it
So many factors to consider
There are pros and cons
Every decision is not the perfect one
If you gain an advantage, you lose out on another factor

Got my first pay today
Though it's only for 2 weeks
Finally I'm now more financially stable
For myself and my family
Once I'm more stable, more goals can be accomplished
Like holidays etc
I'm looking forward to it

Blogged @ 6:26 PM
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