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Thursday, November 17, 2011

Met up wif kian boon todayAccompanied him to UOB bank
And guessed who I saw?
It's Grace
I knew she is working there all along but I seldom step into the bank
So she assist us with everything
And had some small talks with her
It's been so long since I've last saw her
I'll doubt if I will get to see the "long time no see" classmates as time goes by
Unless we have a class gathering, and that's not very possible
I missed those days...
I've realised that friends are slowly drifting apart now
Interests, common topics and the environments are getting different
If we didn't make an effort to catch up with one another
We might even lost contacts, like my primary school friends
We were once best buddies
But now, even if we see one another on the streets, we may not recognise
Because everybody has changed
From friends to strangers
It's sad to see all these

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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Happy Birthday To Me!


I'm officially 22. It seems that my 21st bday had only just passed
I could still remember very clearly
Had a celebration with the girls on Sun
It was a bad day
We went Marina Barrage
We only sat down for only around half an hour and it started raining till late night
So we didn't had a proper picnic
I was quite disappointed because I had been wanting to go there for so long and yet the weather is like this. =(
And there is probably the only celebration for my bday this year
But at least the girls made the effort to plan and accompany me the whole day
So it's worth it after all
Thank you girls! =D

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Sunday, November 13, 2011

Maybe I had kept everything to myself for so long until I totally broke downI tried to deceived myself but failed
I broke down in front of her and it's in the public
I have never done this, not even once in my whole life
For that whole day I was very very depressed, locking myself in my bedroom for 1 day
Not eaten anything for the whole day
But this actually helps
Although I don't know if she really mean it
But I believed after all
After that day, I began to fall sick
For 3 consecutive days!
I've only just recovered today

My birthday is coming
But I don't feel any excitement or looking forward to it
It's just another birthday when I will be 1 year older
Except for last year, birthdays are getting more boring and lonely for me
As time goes by, I think nobody will remember my birthday anymore
Even my family don't bother
Speaking of birthday, I've received another SMS from him last night
Time flies, it has been almost 1 year
I have been ignoring his SMS for months but I think I'm ready to face him now, as a friend
There's no reason to avoid
So I replied
Actually sometimes the memories will just come to my mind
This is something I cannot avoid or forget
I will still feel upset when I think of it
But anyway, these memories will definitely follow me as I move on to the path of life
I sincerely wish that he can stay happy and find his true love someday

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Monday, November 07, 2011

I've found a buyer at last!
Had been posting in forums and checking every single day for any reply
Finally there's this person who is willing to buy the tickets
We met up on the day itself which is yesterday
It was a fast deal
Luckily the buyer stay near my area
He's actually a young boy
Should be at Secondary level
Was a bit scared at first before the meet up
Maybe because of a previous incident,
I was afraid it might be a scam
God has helped me after all

I was quite depressed this few days
She has done so many things yet she don't know that it has been affecting not only herself, but the whole family
I have thought of many ways.
To cut off all ties, run away from home etc
These have been floating in my mind
I'll rather wish that we are a poor family whose only worry is food
I don't wish for any luxury
I only want a simple, happy family
Our situation is now worse than a single/ broken family
All parents will want to groom their kids, saving money for their education and future
They are an exception
They only think of themselves
We are only born to this world, given food and shelter
And we have to find our ways to survive after that
They don't bother about our school, work and own financial problems
We have to find our own ways to solve
If no choice, we have to "beg" them to help
Is this what parents' responsibilities are?
Then I'll rather we were not born to see this cruel world

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Wednesday, November 02, 2011

I'm so upset.
The buyer actually backed out as she had already purchased the 2nd night tickets
I have to find ways to sell the 2 tickets now
Stupid Singpost
They delivered the tickets to my house yesterday
And only knocked on my door TWICE
When my mum opened the door, the person is already gone
I have to make a trip down to the post office to collect today
After that went to collect my free gifts from Teenage
It's at Pasir Ris. Damn far.
Spent half an hour looking for the building
It's at some industrial area
I had to ask many people before I found the place

She's really "无药可救" already
Had been hesitating whether to do it anot
After my aunt had a talk with me, I think I should really make this move
If this continues, it will be disastrous
It is getting more serious lately
She has really changed a lot. It's really a lot
Until I wonder is it her
Might even end up like the dramas where everybody has to clear up the mess
This is like "家家有本难念的经"
Every household face different situations
I knew this will affect our relationship, for sure
Especially I'm not the apple in her eye
When I knew how she describe me in front of other people,
I'm very upset
So that's what we are in her eye
But hope that she understands what we have done is for her own good
Everybody is concerned, but nobody is making a move
Either they can't do anything, scared or maybe can't be bothered
Responsibility lies on me now
All the good things come to me last and all the bad things will come to me first
Why???
Haiz... I'm stressed!!!
I think I will be the one going for counselling instead

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