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Wednesday, July 17, 2013

I have the urge to move on
I know I've been saying this for quite some time
It doesn't add value to my resume by staying
But there may be some hope for conversion (ultimately internal transfer)
I'm only waiting for the HR for the negotiation of contract
I'll see what they can offer
I'm seriously underpaid
In the past, pay is not really a priority
I remembered for my first job, I even stated a N-level graduate pay for my salary expectation in the application.
But as I grow older, money becomes more important
It's a fact
If we don't have a stable income, how are we going to start a family, buy a house etc?
So this time, I'm going to ask for more
If they say no, I'll leave for sure
I can't understand why are there so many people are able to stay in their 1st or 2nd job for many years?
I'm already in my 2nd job but it's not suited for me too
I don't have high expectations
I only hope for a stable job, reasonable pay and if possible, career advancement
When am I going to find it??

The storm has subsided
But we will never know when it will come back again
Just hope that things remain unchanged for now

Blogged @ 5:42 PM
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Sunday, July 07, 2013

I'm back for some updates! (Though not very nice ones)
An update from the previous post
After I've told them, they were not angry
Just that every time when they talk about this topic,
they will start blaming me blah blah.
But I believe time will tell
Juz a few more months and they will be able to adapt to it.
Hopefully

I didn't manage to pass my FTT. :(
Juz by a merely 1 mark!
I was a bit careless actually
Should have double check again before ending the test
Anyway, what's done is done
Shall wait for the re-test
I hate the waiting. It's freaking 2 months!

I was hoping things will change for the better for them
But it's not
I just don't understand why is a 5-6 years plus relationship can be so fragile
Though it's true that shotgun marriage normally don't last long,
I thought they will be different
Is it really so difficult to have a lasting marriage?
When trust is no longer there, one will start to lose faith and slowly, love fades
 I always thought they look blissful and loving as ever
Maybe people look good on the outside doesn't mean they really were
No wonder some people go on r/s forever and not getting married
I pray that they would have a good talk with each other
and clear any misunderstanding they have
Of course it won't be like before already
But the most important thing is that the relationship can be salvaged
Whether because of themselves or the kids

Blogged @ 6:32 PM
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