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Friday, March 15, 2013

I'm trying very hard not to fall deeper
But it's becoming uncontrollable
There is 1 thing I must understand
Even if you love someone that much, he may not be the right one for you
Because he doesn't love you as much as you do
Or maybe I just don't understand what he's thinking
But when there's this person who loves you more than you do
You feel more secured in this relationship
In other words, "To love or to be loved?"
It's so difficult to find perfection in a relationship
I feel so uncertain, unsecured right now
I'm afraid to be hurt, yet I'm getting closer
Either way, I feel bad for the other party
When A is being nice to me, I'm falling deeper each time
Yet I'm too scared to love
When B is being nice to me, I'm feeling bad each time
Why is God putting me in such a situation
I don't know what should I do

Blogged @ 9:16 PM
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