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Sunday, November 13, 2011

Maybe I had kept everything to myself for so long until I totally broke downI tried to deceived myself but failed
I broke down in front of her and it's in the public
I have never done this, not even once in my whole life
For that whole day I was very very depressed, locking myself in my bedroom for 1 day
Not eaten anything for the whole day
But this actually helps
Although I don't know if she really mean it
But I believed after all
After that day, I began to fall sick
For 3 consecutive days!
I've only just recovered today

My birthday is coming
But I don't feel any excitement or looking forward to it
It's just another birthday when I will be 1 year older
Except for last year, birthdays are getting more boring and lonely for me
As time goes by, I think nobody will remember my birthday anymore
Even my family don't bother
Speaking of birthday, I've received another SMS from him last night
Time flies, it has been almost 1 year
I have been ignoring his SMS for months but I think I'm ready to face him now, as a friend
There's no reason to avoid
So I replied
Actually sometimes the memories will just come to my mind
This is something I cannot avoid or forget
I will still feel upset when I think of it
But anyway, these memories will definitely follow me as I move on to the path of life
I sincerely wish that he can stay happy and find his true love someday

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