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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

The sms was actually not sent by him
But it doesn't matter anymore
Another nightmare again
I wonder when will it stop??
It's like becoming scarier & scarier...
I was screaming & crying so hard in my dream
Then I woke up suddenly
I have been trying very hard not to think already
And he has stop pestering me for quite a while already
Why am I still having nightmares?

Yay. Getting out of Singapore in about 24 hours time
I'm very looking forward in going back Malacca
Other than able to catch up with relatives/cousins,
I can go shopping also
Most important is I can finally go for a holiday
Hopefully this trip can relax my mind
And stop having nightmares

Blogged @ 5:51 PM
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Monday, May 23, 2011

Deleted hp no., deleted fb
Can it really be put to an end?
Hopefully
Wake up in the morning & nearly have a shock
Saw the word "DEAD" in sms is not kidding OKAY
Though its not real but I really don't know what might happen next
This is the max I can do already
If my aunt didn't mention, I don't even know my brother is involved too
Really hope he will not bother my family/friends anymore
I'm tired already

Don't say about that already
My dear niece, Yu Xuan is out to see the world today!



















Her weight is much heavier than her bro. Lol


































2 kids will be calling me auntie
I'm old already. =(
Seems like everyone around me is either attached/married
Yet I'm still in the middle of post-breaking up or maybe looking for a new relationship
It may take months or maybe years?
Where is my Mr Right?? Lol

Blogged @ 1:36 AM
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Thursday, May 19, 2011

Yay! Exam is over... finally
I'm really not confident in all the papers
I just wish for a pass
Sometimes I feel that I studied so much yet not much return
Or the result is not what I want
What is the point??
Is pursuing a degree really worth it?
I don't know

4 months of holiday & I need to start job-hunting
But it seems that there are not much jobs available
Or am I too 挑剔？Haha
Because I hope to find one that is related to accounting
so it will be relevant for my career in the future
Hope I can find one soon. =)

Other than job-hunting, I also want to enjoy life. Haha
To name a few... Traveling, shopping, sing k etc
Many more things to do. =D

I'm "bothered" by that person again
From sad to moody to neutral to irritated
I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling when I'm thinking about him already
I'm like receiving sms everyday since my last paper is over
What can I do??
To reply or not to reply
To be nice or be mean
All his sms seems more like pestering someone than wooing a girl back
He tells me that I keep avoiding him, even as a normal friend
But his behavior to me is not a normal friend at all
He would keep bringing back to the topic
Like a tactic to woo a girl back
How can I not avoid?
When is he going to give up?
I hope I did not make a wrong choice

Blogged @ 12:33 AM
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