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Saturday, April 30, 2011

Had a "nightmare" last night
It's not really considered nightmare
A dream that reflect what I feel
Stressed & irritated by someone
I don't mean to hate that person
But in the dream I really feel really irritated
And keep wanting to escape
This is the 2nd time I dreamt about him
And both were not good dreams
Everytime when I think that I've gotten over it
A sms will pop up to ask whether I can go downstairs to collect gift from him
I'm not really sad about this r/s anymore (Though sometimes I think about it)
Now becomes "Feeling like escaping"

Had a gathering with my ex-colleagues last night for dinner & drinks at Brewerkz@Clarke Quay
We played "zhong ji mi ma" & most of the time Jox & I keep losing
She's more pro, like i ask from 1-99 choose a no. (I set 50)
She just say 50 on 1st try. Lol
1st time I came across this
Alot of times it's so accurate
Then we decided to pick 2 no. each (to buy 4D)
Maybe we may win 1st prize? Who knows. Haha

Blogged @ 5:06 PM
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Thursday, April 28, 2011

11 more days!!!

ALL THE BEST
JIAYOU
GANBATTE


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Thursday, April 21, 2011

My hair is back to normal already
It's now straight after washing my hair!
But it's like grass now, so dry & untidy. =(
Need to do hair treatment
I miss the soft rebonded hair
But can't do rebonding so soon because it will damage my hair
Eeekkk. Can't stand it anymore

Met up with ex colleagues last night
Catch up with one another etc
It's very enjoyable meeting them
And reminiscing the past when I was still in the company
They have quite many new staff now
Gonna have another gathering next week
My mind is telling me to go but I need to study study & study!

I need motivation to study
Doesn't seem to have the mood to study
Worse than preparing for prelim
I think I studied more for prelim
No energy left
How I wish exam is just straight after prelim
Before I forget everything
Now I keep forgetting what I have studied
Keep revising & revising
Turning to the same pages over & over again
After a while forget some then went back to revise
My motivation & energy are now drained out

Blogged @ 12:44 AM
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Monday, April 18, 2011

Had a dream a few days ago
Dreamt that I got only 18 marks for my exam
I told my mum about it & she bought 1818 & 3434 (34 is the passing mark)
Guess what?
It came out as 1st prize, 8118 & starter 4343. Lol
She nearly won. And it's really alot

I just changed my hairstyle!
I went to become a "Guinea pig" for a new salon product 
Went with my sis
And the result is... not as good as I have expected
But it's okay, since it's free
And I always wanted a change of hairstyle
Maybe next month then I will consider rebonding + dye when I go back to malaysia next month
But I think my hair will become damaged soon

Blogged @ 11:00 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2011

2 days ago there were a few policemen & firemen coming to my Blk
They don't seem to know which unit & keep walking past my house
Out of curiosity, my bro, cousin & myself went downstairs to join the crowd to see what is happening
We stood there for about 10 min & saw the firemen climbing up into a house using their ladder
Then came down
So scary. Our house is just 2 units beside it
It seems that there is a fire right?
But they didn't use any fire extinguisher & hose at all
We waste our time to see what happen
In the end we still don't know. Lol.

Had dreams on exams quite a few times already
Maybe I'm too stressed?
May!!! Please come faster!!!
I want to finish it asap
I want to enjoy the beach in Redang
And lots more stuff to do after exams
These few months have been very sian+no life
I really need a break

Blogged @ 1:22 PM
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Monday, April 04, 2011

It's been 2 weeks
And today is his bday
Everybody has been telling me that I don't look depressed at all
Am I?
I admit that I don't show my feelings upfront
Always hiding deep inside my heart
And I promise I will try to change 
He asked me that how can I be so harsh
I had to do this so that he can let go
But he's still persistent
I don't wish to hurt people even more if it's so draggy
Alot of times I console him because he faced some problems recently,
treating him as a normal friend
But he thinks that he would have chance
And tries to approach me even more
And the more I would want to avoid
I feel that this is never ending

Just want to hope that he can overcome the problems faced now
With all these problems and I am like adding oil to fire by being too harsh
I feel so bad. =(

Blogged @ 1:03 AM
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