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Thursday, March 24, 2011

It's too late
I saw the letter yesterday that he has put in my letterbox
The handwritten letter has made my heart sunk
The photos that were pasted 1 by 1 reminds me of the memories we had
I did think of changing my mind after reading
But thinking of the differences we had,
I can't change my mind
I had to be very harsh
If not he can't let go
But I'm feeling very sad deep inside my heart
I know I'm evil, but I have to do this
This is like so contradicting
I thought I can forget but it is not as easy as I thought
Tears were falling whenever I think of it & I am having insomnia every night
I can also see that he is very depressed, maybe much much more than me...

Now I'll just hope that time will cure all these so I can start anew...

Blogged @ 12:51 PM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I've said everything that is inside my heart
And once it's said, there's no turning back
Although it's very 可惜, I have to put an end to it
It will be very 痛苦 if we keep on dragging
He keeps saying all these can be resolved but it's all lies!
I have been having sleepless nights for quite a while
My mind is very very confused
Thinking of our past etc
And many questions in my mind
Feel like crying but no tears are coming out
I really don't know what to do until today
that I have decided to put an end to it
I admit that I was too harsh
But if I'm not, I will 心软

I remember that my ex boss told me that your 1st r/s is like your 1st job
You can't give it up so easily
I agree
I've been trying very hard to accept our diff characters, interest etc
But it's not as easy as I thought
I've realized that 勉强没有幸福

Outsiders will not understand how I feel
Its like there are angel and devil inside me
Telling me this and that
Yl told me that I am a very 理智 person
I didn't realize until now
Thinking back, I always do things from my head, not heart
And I always think a lot

I don't know what my life will be like from now on
I'll just focus on my studies 1st and let the other stuff 顺其自然
Good luck to him and myself. =)

Blogged @ 12:31 PM
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Thursday, March 10, 2011

Dreamt of 4 digit no. yest
It was a weird dream of my mum buying 4D
She's buying my IC no.
So I told my mum
She went to buy and guess what?
She strike 4D!
Although it's only consolation prize,
I'm very happy! (Though I'm not the 1 striking 4D. Lol)
I just felt that sometimes dreams can be true sometimes
Is it god that is giving us money?
Or purely luck?

Just finished 3 prelim papers
Quite badly done
I think I might fail 2 of the papers
Now preparing for the last prelim paper
And after that will be preparing for the real "battle"

Blogged @ 12:22 PM
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