Finally a break for today. I went to get back my phone with my bro and go for window shopping. I juz realised tat my phobia for co has faded away. Maybe is becoz I noe tat I m not left out like dunno who sitting alone. Now my goal is to work hard to strive for the competition in Sydney. I dun want to think of anything else except for this and my studies. Although I am not very satisfied with my results, I accepted it. I could hav done better but I hav worked very hard. Anyway, I cant compare myself with other ppl. CRM might be a good choice.
But my life was a bit boring, co and sch... I wanted to go out with my frenz coz my sec sch classmates wanted to hav a chalet this week. But most probably I think I cant go. Really wish to catch up with them soon. But thinking of those days, I dreaded those incidents to happen again. Becoz of tat, I hav a lot of nitemares. Anyway, its already the past. The present and the future is more impt. Lets work for my goals!!!